masked
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just because you see me
and talk to me everyday
doesn't mean you know me
in each and every way

you don't understand my changes
or the things i go through
you know nothing about me
or the secrets i don't tell you
you think you know this person
deep inside me
but you've only scratched the surface
of my mystery...
my mask
.Name : Wen Qiang.
.Date of Birth : 01 November 1991.
.Location : Singapore.
.School : Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School, North Spring Primary School, Punggol Secondary School, Temasek Polytechnic(Engineering School).

classmates
.Amanda.
.Alvin.
.Glen.
aikido@TP
.Chao Nan.
.Choon Yee Senpai.
.Don.
.Faith.
.Hamzah.
.Kelvin, Siau Tian Senpai.
.Kris.
.Lin Quan Senpai.
.Nafees Senpai.
friends
.Alanna.
.Amalyna.
.Cylvi.
.Haikal.
.Shu Min.
tagbox
credits
.ayreus ... designer.
.garrett hedlund ... model.
.liz ... poem.

everything here is copyrightd.
thank you.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
It's been so long since I last blog... School life's nothing but the usual boredness. Down with coughs & a running nose recently... Can't focus in class & everything... It's like everything came crashing down without any warnings or so... So dead... Everything's going to much more harsher too... I'm gonna change too... Just wanna be more different... Sometimes, I just wanna hit something real hard... The feeling & the other elements cause me to have the urge... What should I do? Anger management? Or go to visit some psychologists?


the real me ... 11:01 PM


Monday, January 5, 2009
Actually nothing much to post for today... Usual boredness in school... So bored... Can't pay attention in class & lectures especially when I'm not feeling well at the same time. Feel like sleeping instead but I just blanked in class. Nothing as usual till I saw Alanna at Hougang Interchange while she's waiting for bus 74. Chated till bus 74 came... But it's alright... At least better than going home & go online... Thought a lot of things while going home... That's all for today...

I see that I'm not more than a friend in her eyes.


the real me ... 11:06 PM


Sunday, January 4, 2009
Sigh... Have been 'enlightened' today? Can say so as enlightenment. But realised that there's really too juch to consider before you promise that you can do the task or so... Come to think of it, I simply can't promise anything, somehow afraid not to meet expectations or maybe sadden them. Should I say I'm lucky or not? Not having commitment stuffs till now. Or not it's like so sad to know that I did not meet the expectations of so many people. Ask Alanna about some relationship stuff last night. But her answer make me know a lot... It's like something that I can't do. Haha. After all, it's something that I can't have anyway.

I felt sick too. Down with cough & running nose... So dumb... It's like you are like being high on drugs and you kep sniffing + smoking with 3 or more super choking cigarettes. Hate the feling. How I wish you can beak down human part by part to repair them & have them back just like MACHINES...

After all, saddened by all these stuffs... Only if, I can have everything I wished for.


the real me ... 9:03 PM


Thursday, January 1, 2009
Ok... Went to school in the morning just to get back results (the most important things). Results are still within my satisfactory level. Didn't fail any subjects & score better than I expected by chance. So ya, yesterday was a half day for school & I went back to the workplace to get back my photo that was taken on the day for the Christmas' gift exchange. Went to the coffeeshop opposite Kallang MRT Station to have lunch. It was really quite a mess before having lunch as there's actually quite a lot of last minute plan for the celebration. And I rushed home & out again to meet up with the Aikido Club Management & 1 of the mates in the club at Plaza Singapura for arcade games??? It's like super boring down there as I had not enough cash on me. Next, we went to Bugis & 1 of the senior went to buy 2 cushion for his sling. Come to think of it, I didn't know that there's quite a lot of shops selling nice clothes down there. After that, we went to Cold Storage to buy some drinks to quench thirst. I picked Jolly Shandy as it has less than 0.01% alcohol level in it. However, when I am making the payment for that, the cashier actually asked for IC (no alcoholic drinks for those under 18). Then I immediatedly pointed at the club chairman who was a senior. After a short while, we left & headed to different destinations. Went to City Hall to meet up with Weng Hon & Elfi. Explore the place there, and after that went to 7-11 and Weng Hon bought Long Island. The drink's cool. I like it to the Max. It's alcoholic level is like 11%. The first time I drank is like 2 sips and I felt the slight heat at my chest already. After that, we headed for Vivo City where the Countdown is held at. We then explore that place and had diner at Ramenten. The ramen down there is quite nice after all. After that, we went to the outdoor place to prepare for countdown... Forward the part that we played PSP & the walking around part, it was finally 11.30. Before 11.30, I was like thinking of things that happened on that year & was thinking of what my resolutions and goals are going to be for this year. Ok. So at 11.59.59, it was countdown & started sending wishes through message then fireworks then headed back at home.

My resolutions for the year:
1. Going to be stronger in terms of physical, mental, emotional & psychological.
2. Maintain my GPA.
3. To score better than 3.5 (thanks to someone who said that a GPA of 3.5 is quite low)
4. To put in my all for everything I do.
5. Must be a better person.
6. Create more personalities (if possible).
7. Get a girlfriend (if possible).


the real me ... 10:52 PM


Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Haha... This is something that I keep forgetting to post... Went to play pool on Sunday... For 1 hour only... Haha! After that went to play Marvel VS Capcom 2 at the arcade. My first time completing the game by spamming the analogue stick & the buttons... Haha! That's all.


the real me ... 10:36 PM



Haha... This is something that I keep forgetting to post... Went to play pool on Sunday... For 1 hour only... Haha! After that went to play Marvel VS Capcom 2 at the arcade. My first time completing the game by spamming the analogue stick & the buttons... Haha! That's all.


the real me ... 10:36 PM


Monday, December 29, 2008
This post is a post that I wanna show my gratitude to my colleagues that I keep forgetting to post... I wanna thanks everyone for making working down there fun, making it noisy as in more life in it & those happy times of joking about the supervisors, gossiping around & what girls say as bitching around? Yea... I wanna thanks the data entry group that they had keyed many orders but some of them have mistakes obviously, makin my job more fun by spotting mistakes... Printer man for helping to do the reprints & rushing all those big cards for wreath or so... And lastly checkers for making it more fun by cracking al those jokes... Haha. So far so good. I wanna thanks Alanna for making the laminated tissue name tag... Haha... I know I'm ben a little bit too fussy about it but I just wana a nice tag so as to that they are the only things that can let me think of what happened for the short two weeks... But I wanna thank you even though it's not as nice as those that you make for others... xP That's all for today...


the real me ... 10:32 PM